Robin Mordecai

My favorite moments are those when she looks at me, confused as to why I'm staring at her. When she asks, "What?" I just smile and say, "Nothing." She doesn't know of the nights lying awake wondering if I would… Read more

Speak to me of love  And I will tell you of her.
Ask me of heartbreak And I will tell you of life before her
Talk to me of peace And I will tell you of soft mornings with her … Read more

Without you I can still breathe  But it’s hard It actually kind of hurts to suck in the air My lungs feel stiff  The act of breathing makes my eyes water Or maybe those are tears from something else I… Read more

Im tired My muscles ache My hands hurt to move My throat is raw  My chest still holds leftover anxiety  It will take my body time to recover But it will heal Though I worry of my brain Holding on… Read more

I go to face my fears  I go to find my peace I go to fall in love I go to feel release I go to give my all I go to find my heart I go because without you  … Read more

When the baton dropped the music began At first it was a quiet gently melody from the flutes Singing softly of my love for you With each measure the melody grew The clarinets adding their moving harmonies  The strings began… Read more

I am afraid. I have always been one to listen to my gut and currently, it's telling me to run. Run far away because something is coming and whatever it is is gonna hurt really bad. But I can't move… Read more

 Its funny how certain events in one’s life can change you. Sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse. In my case I’m hoping for the first. For me this event was a panic attack, a full blown, completely out… Read more

Pathetic That's all I feel anymore. I'm fine one moment, broken the next. Uncontrollable tears come streaming down my face and the guilt and pain and insecurities and anger and sadness and emptiness wash over me. I wear sunglasses most… Read more