For the first time I feel complete zapped of creative energy. I have had no motivation to write anything new. When I try to compose myself and scribble something down it just comes out as nonsense, gibberish that even I'm…Read more
Anxiety, You Whore!
Why is it that in the middle of a performance you decide that it's perfectly ok to punch me in the gut. You cause me to stutter and miss intros and forget words. I become so focused on how to…
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Still I ask a bunch of the same questions.
Still I look for meaning in all of this mess.
Still I write songs and playing music.
Still I work through my demons.
Still I wrestle with my addictions.
Still I…Read more
Still I look for meaning in all of this mess.
Still I write songs and playing music.
Still I work through my demons.
Still I wrestle with my addictions.
Still I…Read more
Questions
Last night I found myself awake at two or three in the morning, just lying in bed, thoughts racing. In-between all these fearful questions my head was asking,
"Why am I alone?" "Why do I keep running from myself?"…
Love comes when we need it
Love comes not when we want it but when we need it It can wash over us like a cleansing flood or annoy us like a pesky mosquito The choice we have is how we react to loves presence We…
Just A Thought
We have all had those moments where we are pursuing something for a period of time and we come to the realization that we are not getting any closer to that something. It's at this point we find ourselves at…Read more
Here's a thought
Sometimes love doesn't start off with a splash. Sometimes a slow trickle here and there that steadily gets faster and faster as it grows into a strong current flowing towards an ocean that is much deeper and wider than any…Read more
I think my time to leave has come
I think my time to leave has come
To push off into the unknown
To face the light would just blind me
So darkness shall be my keeper now
Maybe I'll find my peace
Maybe my soul can finally rest…Read more
To push off into the unknown
To face the light would just blind me
So darkness shall be my keeper now
Maybe I'll find my peace
Maybe my soul can finally rest…Read more