For the first time I feel complete zapped of creative energy. I have had no motivation to write anything new. When I try to compose myself and scribble something down it just comes out as nonsense, gibberish that even I'm…Read more
Why is it that in the middle of a performance you decide that it's perfectly ok to punch me in the gut. You cause me to stutter and miss intros and forget words. I become so focused on how to…
Still I ask a bunch of the same questions. Still I look for meaning in all of this mess. Still I write songs and playing music. Still I work through my demons. Still I wrestle with my addictions. Still I…Read more
Last night I found myself awake at two or three in the morning, just lying in bed, thoughts racing. In-between all these fearful questions my head was asking,
"Why am I alone?" "Why do I keep running from myself?"…
Love comes not when we want it but when we need it It can wash over us like a cleansing flood or annoy us like a pesky mosquito The choice we have is how we react to loves presence We…
We have all had those moments where we are pursuing something for a period of time and we come to the realization that we are not getting any closer to that something. It's at this point we find ourselves at…Read more
I began to fall the day you decided to leave Love had graced us but for a moment And like two ships passing in the night We sailed on with nothing but our sails waving goodbye
Sometimes love doesn't start off with a splash. Sometimes a slow trickle here and there that steadily gets faster and faster as it grows into a strong current flowing towards an ocean that is much deeper and wider than any…Read more
I have run away to New York City for the week to escape from what I can only assume is the depressing realization that I am about to turn 25. With only 11 days left till this deadline of adulthood…Read more